So I was thinking about joining the Air Force [but I won't bc I wouldn't start until 2012!!!]. I just need someone else to take care of things for some time. I'm so stressed and I can't believe I've been doing this by myself since about 15yrs old. Considering basically being parent-less and clueless about the systems of life, I guess I did okay.
I wish someone would have said something about private college or that my mom would have denied co-signing with me the stupidness of that loan I wish I never took out. NYU is probably the biggest regret due to my loans status, I would be free without that debt hanging over me. Everyday I feel like those loans are choking me and slowly sucking my happiness away. I've contemplated doing things that no one should because of those little devils.
aahhh if I were not under 60k of debt I would.... be somewhere...Idk, I try not to think about it, it makes me sad. I rather be at 0 than at a negative.
EDUCATION SHOULD BE A RIGHT NOT A BURDEN!!!!
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